where butter can fly...

tired, tired... and extremely tired..
i brought it all upon myself...
take wat g.e.... join wat cca?... dear me... my modules are already torturing enuff... y did i add on the burden?...
what done is done... and what i can do right now is to press on... telling myself... eventually it will turn out ok... i dunno how long i can last... i hope i will feel hopeful everyday... tt way... i can den carry on... dun ever think of giving up... even if nobody really understands... let's bear with it and pretend everything is damn fine... fulfilling prophecy rite...
very long nv luff heartily... there's nothing funny in life...
in fact... new pple i meet this sem are not tt fine... they are the main cause of my tireness i must say... it makes me realise how much more my friends are better as compared to them...
on the verge of dieing... tt's wat i told the wschi pple when i feel like opting out... but thnx to em... i finalli found a few angels... at least some hope... haha... didnt expect them to be so nice to actually call me n reassure me tt i will b fine joining HI... i suppose i will... they sounds quite nice... and they sounds tt i can realli call them n confide in them... since iris didnt manage to get in... i m alone... but i feel tt i should nt be afraid to b alone... cos there's no difference being alone or not...
trying hard to meet up old pals... and thnx to one of my old fren... we haf been trying hard... n yet we still fail to meet this week..
nv stop trying... i m going to dig out time...