where butter can fly...

have u ever feel that at times... u may have put in effort to do smth... but den others just dun seems to appreciate it... i dun expect pple to like and agree with wateva i have done... but i think i should at least get some feedback... whether it is good or not... whether they r going to use it or not... they may think tt it is actually nothing at all... to me... i really put in effort to do... cos i dun want to be the burden of the group... i just dislike the way human beings do things sometime... get lost...
i almost lost phone today again... i think it just somehow drop out from my bag during lecture... but luckily la... the person who pick it up has the intent to return to me... i got it back eventually...
went for oil painting after lecture... hm... took a while to complete the yellow flower... didnt even realise it is over the time le... rather satisfied altho it could have been beta if i haf more time... hehe...
busy weekend cuming up... tho it will b enriching however, sometimes i get sick of it... life still goes on no matter wat happens... and i can choose to be happy... i can (psycho me...)