where butter can fly...

just went to take a peep at mu cousy blog... was quite touched by what a big man can write... was quite upset after reading it... he really miss grandpa alot... and i can really feel the sadness in him... it's really great of him to stay overnite at my grandma's to accompany her... now is his 11 break days la... this boy still in army ya... and now... toking to him thru msn.. really makes me sadder... i suddenli recall all the memories tt i haf with my grandpa.... he used to hold on to our hands and talk to us when we were small... it is a very warmth feelings... but not anymore... and he is alwaz happy to c us... everytime when i went to visit him when he was having his dialysis... can c that he is happy... when he's happy he alwaz gave a wide smile... he alwaz asked me if i want anything... but i alwaz sae dunnd... thinking back now... i should have ask for more things... i dun even have the chance to ask now... As a grandpa... he is realli nice... can u imagine he bringing a group of us about 10.. to seoul garden to have a celebration bcos exam iz over... even though he dun like and cannot eat such things... but he knew tt we like it... so he brought us there... as we grew... he get old... it was sad... but it is the act of god... we have no choice...
maybe sometimes he is back to see us... just hope that he give some hint... at least we can feel he's still with us... though in another world...