where butter can fly...

third day of cny... wat is the plan?... go grandma house... i haf spent my first 2 days at ah ma's place... as usual ah ma cooked our favourite mee siam on the second day... somehow i really miss her and the food she cooked... ever since i moved... i only get to go down every saturday... this had made us distant... and i knew that all along... but den i cant do anything.... school is so far... i stay so far... there is so much things to do... though it will b unfair to prioritise things before family and visiting ah ma... but that's reality...

ah ma told me on new year's eve... the morning we r pray to our ancestors at koon seng rd... that house is oreadi disastrous... house of pigeons... invaded by termites... my ah ma got hit by a wooden door on her left side of her face and ear... we were all so worried that something may happen to her... cos her left ear was bleeding... but luckily it is only abrasion... i hope so... she kept saying she is ok... was really scared cos grandfather and great grandma left us bcos they both hit on smth... as my grandma place all the utensils and dishes on the table... she told me... "you have the learn, in case i m not around." I was sad... y did she say that... this really make me fear more...

2 days at ah ma house may seem boring... but den it is somehow meaningful to me this year... as i meet my relatives... probably those that i only see once a year... i realised... things are alreadi different... pple got old... pple got sick... somehow as i talk to some of them i feel weird...
this new year... i feel empathetic... i feel blessed... i wish everyone around me to stay healthy... i wish them to be happy...