where butter can fly...

innocent, not tt innocent... happy, not tt happy... friend, not tt friend... trust, not so trust...
completely confused wif the truth... probably there isnt any truth in this world.. just wat u believe...
why do we meet pple... be good friends... why do we meet pple and hate them...
some pple are just so benevolent, some are just so fun loving... some of them are just so different, always do all those weird but funny things that brighten my dae... some are just like angels that are nowhere to be seen... but will always appear at my most vulnerable state... some are really devils hu will force me to act autistic...
current state of life...
i hate it... cos in the midst of preparation for tt big bdae of mine la... so many things to do.. so many questions... so many ideas...so many expectations, so many worries...
i hate it...cos i did badly for my exams... and tt will mean i will disappoint my parents again...
i hate it.. cos i m in a confusing state rite now...
i hate it... cos everyone in the office has gone out... except me...
i hate it... when i must take care of how others feel...

sometimes really feel tat i am a bit dumb... u noe wat happen to me todae.!! i did smth stupid again.. i was trying to walk to hv from buona vista mrt... in the end i saw ghim moh community... was in shock.. i dun even noe how i end u there... den i walk back and took another route.. but i cant c any sign of hv.. eventually i called my dad... i feel lousy... and funny at the same time..