where butter can fly...

haf been quarrelling wif my dad rather frequently again... and i m really angri... just couldnt get it.. wat is wrong wif him... i can tolerate him hafing bad mood... maybe because of the recent stocks market... but den... somehow his acts not only show his mood, it show his immoral, inethical side... and i really despise him... so sorry to sae that... the person who groom to be who i m... yet... at this point of time... when i m clear of what is right from wrong... he shows me his very inethical... very immature side... doing really stupid things. For example... an "L" plate car infront which was just moving a bit slower... however to me the driver is just being cautious... he can actually honk the car and try to cut in front of it while we were turning right... i mean... it's so dangerous... he should know it better than me... and i thought only a hooligan will do that... cant believe everything... sitting beside him... i felt disgrace... and i really haf the thot that i will rather take my own transport to school... cos i dun want to die in his car... 'cos it is not the first time i sat in dere feeling i may die in dere... there is so many things that upset me when i c him do it... i noe... he is my dad... and sometimes he still show his caring side... the way he used to be... but... y is he like that??? i m already trying to make my life a bit happier... trying to pursue wat i like... yet... at home... when i looked at him... i just feel so sad...

i just need a space to complain... afterall i think everything will be fine... just haf to work it out... but i m really irritated... and now irritated with everything...