where butter can fly...

tho when i finish every paper i feel that i will do really badly this time... i m quite glad it is over... and i hope that this will be the worse sem of my uni life.... at tt point when i was doing the papers... i feel very bei chei... and very tired... tired of writing.., and thinking... no matter how hard i think, my mind just dun work... and i feel dumb... and i noe i will do badly... but there's just nothing i can do.. i tried to study... tho i did watch a bit ot tv and daydream once a while... den bcum not so productive... but i still try!... and den i tell myself.... if i did badly... like got "C"... i will be sad... but i am going to be sad just for the dae... cos probably bcos of tt i wun be able to get into big 4... no big expectations... den i can lead a very normal n carefree life... if i "dabao" den i will be very very very sad... den i wun want to study anymore... den i will dun study for the rest of my uni life... and slack!... yes... cos i dun want my life to be so hard...

this few daes... just feel like to stay at home n rot... just being wif my bestest friends and my dearest family... i feel happy n contented... at this point of time... i dun want any new close friends... just like it as it is... and i wun put in any effort to know them beta either... tho i noe maybe someday i will haf "bao yin"and haf no friends... but i hope by then i can self rely... so i dun worry... for now... i just want to treasure everyone around me tt i like... and i am not going to care about the others... weird... ya... so weird... going to haf "zi bi zhen" soon... lolz..

wat m i going to do this hols... so much to do so little time.... number 1 on the list will be........ "driving!".... ha... it has been a long time... .... den going to start my oil painting... den the hand signing... den... i was wondering... maybe work @ borders... hm... not a bad idea... dun feel like going back to gucci... also no fate la.. everytime they call i didnt manage to pick up... if not when i call back no one pick up...

i saw a guess watch todae... almost bought it lo... for christmas... haha... but i heartbreak for my mum... so still considering... cos must test myself if i realli like it... but my bro bought his lo... so cool... a perfect day todae... altho i only bought a top... but i m realli realli happy... first time in this sem...