where butter can fly...

itz tuesday again!... my off day...
i had my risk mgmt test yesterday... hm... thinking bt it i feel a bit scared... cos tho i did study, i didnt really read thru every thing that i m suppose to read... and when the others r going thru the paper... i just fear to hear their answers... keep flipping thru the notes on the bus... in the end realised a few correct but a lot of wrong... and makes me feel worse (i should not be doing that)...
i dun want to do badly... at least i dun want to be the worse in my project group... already very "lan" le... how worse can it get, i suppose the test paper will be returned to us personally in class...

yesterday was quite a full day ba... besides having a full meal with grandma... i feel full bcos... i did smth yesterday... went for the interview to meet Mr. B0h... tho it is very rush and i am late... and i think the group dun really need me to be there... but i m still happy that i went... at least i haf the info to fill in the risk register...

hm... haf been feeling rather free lately... like now... i feel a bit empty... is it time to start studying for my final... think i shuld.. but den i haven see the past year test paper yet... dun really noe how to study... rite...so the next time i am in the access lab.. i shall go take a look at the exam format...

wat is left is... marketing... marketing project... my group haven really thot of a very good creative idea... hm... well some group haf already had their presentation...
also... my stupid g.e. presentation... i hate it!!!

thanks jean. thanks weiliang. thanks luhao.
thanks to u all bcos even though it may just b a minor comment and it may be nothing to u all... and u may b wondering y m i so upset... and even tho you can just cant b bothered with me... u all didnt leave me alone... thanks...
i haf recoverd... completely... all ready to fight and persevere till the end of the sem...

my fren invite me to c the valentine series of happy tree friends... and it is sooo gross... it makes pple sick...

got a loadful of work to do... and i know that it cant be completed in time for next week... wat m i suppose to do first... i m so confuse!...
hm... todae... smth funni happen during co. law lecture todae... i guess the lecturer wasnt feeling well... for a moment... i thot she has stroke...

hm.. yea.. received serene's email... stressed... k... but i m not productive now... n so i m not really contributing to our big ICEE project... m i free riding... ??? i think it is my first time... never got the feeling that i m free riding before until recently... when my group mates took so much initiative to do the work.. machium as if scared later no effort put in the project... sigh~... i feel so not involved... wat can i do.. i m so lousy..

todae went for oil painting lesson.. errrr... dun realy enjoi... the rose is ugly... sob sob... so upset... draw until so xin ku.. in the end i think it is really nothing... arghhhh!!!

wat m i going to do now... dun feel like doing anything... but so many things yet to do...!!!!!!!!