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Tuesday, November 28

counting down...321

practically counting down... it has been a long time... or never in uni... when taking exam is like taking PSLE or O'level... probabli this is the 2nd last time i will take a proper exam le... yupz... haha... kinda torturing... tok to qiu yan n yian ling... can feel their desire for freedom too... qiu yan oreadi end le... while yian ling end one day after me... cant wait for everything to be over... sounds like in jc.. where we study together... wait for exam to b over together... looking forward to meeting em after exam still... probably bcos we haf to go get liling present together... happy! happy!...

tmr paper is going to be a killer... i dun haf to do it to know... ha... wat to do... just face it... almost died while doing 306 actually cos i run out of time... taking a deep breathe sort of help i guess.... bcos of tt 1 deep breathe keep my mind working for the last 15 min... haha... so for 206... shall do it with the same mindset... never to give up... even it is for the last 15 min...

thinking of cutting my hair tmr... shall i?.. hehe.. before the interview start... haa.... shocking hairstyle... lolz..

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Wednesday, November 22

2 down 1 more to go!... todae's paper was easi to alot em... the easier it is the more i worry... it is always in this kind of situation that i cannot make it... well.. it is over... and i cant wait for 206 to be over too... wasted the rest of my time after exam todae... go shopping, watch tv... no more "gong"... both mum n dad seem like in bad mood todae... i asked them why and they plainly sae bcos no more "gong"... hahaha...
my bro should b back from bali todae... kinda miss him... the prince of our house... haha...
went out with jean n weiliang... someone once said talking to me was therapeutic... n probably the one that gives therapy has no one to turn to... but i found them... they are quite therapeutic too!!... makes me forgot my worriness about the exams... n another happy thing... i m going to watch the phantom of the opera with them!... opera lehz... haa...

the shortlist for the interview is out... so i will having my interview soon... was wondering how they choose... but no matter what... being shortlist means there is chance... upon checking up my names and a few other close frens... i also check his name... sigh~... shldnt have done tt... slowly ba... it takes time...

i think i heard my bro singing... he's back!... hehe...

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Friday, November 17

in the midst of preparing for my second paper... 4 more days... still in the rush... well... this sem is almost over... i m still stuck in the fact that it is going to be over... what had i done this sem exactly... everything seems so fast...
this coming hols... my parents seem to be the "enthu" one... me?... i looked forward to hols too... with a different attitude... one year down the road... hols will never be the same again... i will treasure every second of the hols... parents have been different... entire house is full of happy happy... no matter how upset i feel... as long as i make it home... everything seems easier to cope...
probably we have all grown up... mummy seldom scream tt much nowadays... and even when she nags i think she is "funny"... cos she get upset over little things and she is concern with every little things... all the small problem that the 3 of us dun really care... instead of getting irritated, i sort of laugh within myself...
my dad?... he is still obsessed with the computer... sort of proud of him actually... lol...
for our december holidae, we r going to shanghai!... we trust our dad to plan everything...
Usualli me n my bro will be the one getting excited, but this time... my dad got excited even from last month... although it is china and i not really tt into it... but tt's a place tt my dad is comfortable going... it has been a long time since my dad "act leader" le... everytime my dad is in-charge... everything will seem so smooth... i will treasure this trip... the place doesnt matter as long as i have them...
there is this "goong" fad... everybody is watching... this is the first time, everyday before 7, all 4 of us by hook or by crook will rush home... we are all into "princess hour"... this may sound so lame but i like the feeling of watching tv together...
5 minutes ago... my mum came into my room to remind me to shift out time after exam to go kbox with her... lolz... i cant imagine it... so cute...
tho i really feel stress... and dunno y sometimes getting upset over nothing... i noe i should b blessed to have them around...
still remember last time during my jc daes... we have civic lesson or dunno wat is it called... when the tutor ask us to think of our character... i said i m easily contented...
tt's was then... i was happy... i envy myself...
i dun seem to be able to do tt now... it is time i reorganise my inner self ba. next sem will be different...
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