where butter can fly...

i mistook today as Friday!...
i clearly know tt it is Thursday today... cos i didnt wear casual today... just tt i thot tmr is going to be Saturday...

when i said tt... i was being raised voice by 2 colleagues... and one of them start saying tt i have holiday mood...
the thing of my small company... everything said can be heard... bosses can hear tt too...
a little chill went down my spine... and i felt embarassed... and cant forgive myself for saying the "day" wrongly...
i felt moody now cos someone has just exposed me!!!
treating Thursday as a Friday clearly shows tt i haf no mood for work... which is a little true...
there is nothing much for me to do NOW...
i just cant wait for Friday to hop by... and NEXT Friday to come...

all i know is tt today will be dreadful Thursday... sigh~

for the first time of my life... i felt financially deprive...

missing daddy...
not tt he is not around now... was just thinking tt he is irreplaceable...
he does everything for us without asking for anything return... and he never deny my love for him even when sometimes i show disrespect by giving him black face or talk a bit loud..
he loves us and he knows we love him too...
from the first day i went to school till the last... he has been my "driver"...
even till now... he will fetch me to the mrt every morning...
sometimes i really take it for granted... how many parents do that...
yesterday, it was raining heavily around 6pm.. he fetches my brother home to change... and came to fetch me from the mrt... den fetch my brother to the bus stop... he hasnt had his dinner... he must be really hungry so i thot...
when i got back home... i realised tt there isnt enuff rice... (all my fault bcos i hadnt told em earlier tt i m going back for dinner)... yet... instead both mom n dad gave me more rice... and they ate little...
i will miss em alot alot...
no one else will treat me with so much love like they do...