where butter can fly...

one week of hols just pass like dat... still feeling tired n sick... sigh... lots of things undone... lots of things happen... just have no time to list them out... and there are lots of people at home tt need care... i just can't choose between to be by their side or spend my time finishing my work... i just feel that time is never enough... Reading through my comm. studies text now... have a mcq quiz on wed... sigh~... i think life is such a drag... have biz law lecture at 4.30... and then still have biz law group work assignment to do...tt we r suppose to present on thurs... and i still got my conclusion to type for my biz law individual assignment... IT project, accounting BSC project... i m really confuse of what to do first... i need a break... gimme a break...

my ah gong passed away... =C:::

Life is not about shopping, gossiping and getting attention... it's all about loving...
If love can be felt... then my grandpa should be overwhelmed by it...
If love can give someone courage and strength... it does not necessary mean the courage and strength to carry on living... it may mean the courage and strengh to leave your loved ones...
I miss my grandpa but I can't bear to let him go... I hate the fact that he is still breathing and the adults are already preparing...
There's many things in life that can be sad about... but 'll just have to act normal...
If spirit really exists... can he be with us as he continue his life in the other world?
There's a start, there's an end.

I know i have to cherish time and do things as though it's my last day... but then i just hate myself for still not doing what i'll do on my last day...
If you have a dream it will come true but it'll will only happen if you really want it to...
Some of my dreams will never come true cos they are only meant to be dreams...

I was quite surprise to see cousin jason outside my room... and was stunned at the point he told me what had happened. stunned till i just dunno what to do... and he still have to command me to change into nicer clothes. haha... after all the "gan cheoning" act... there was no need to rush to the hospital le... ah gong's heartbeat stopped for a while but his beating recovered... i were still in the daze when i received the good news... Bad news come and then the good news come as fast... We laughed at the manner we rush... haha... it was quite funny... like a rehearsal... thank god he is fine!...

hey... it has been a long long time since i last blog... yesterday was valentine's day... hm... still alone this year... so stop asking me! hehe... nothing wrong with that i guess... but i am beginning to wonder when will i truly celebrate my first v'day... well, anewae.... we auto change it to friendship day instead.... i didn't give my fren anything much... juz a note to those that i m closer with ya... Although it's nothing but i hope they can feel my appreciation of their friendship... i am quite happy that leepeng actualli sms after she read it... hm... can't remember if i mentioned "cheryl" my new friend in my previous blog... but i m quite happy to get to know her... a very nice girl... very fair complexion like snow white.... we really can talk alot... and i m really quite astonished that i actually told her things that i think that are very private... esp. when she is only a 2mths old friend... heehee... ya.... it's really ultimate, super difficult to find a good friend in uni and i m glad we met this sem! Today is the deadline for submitting the exchange programme form... the sad thing is.. me n jean decided not to go le... WHY?... haha... bcos both of us are so blur.... probably we are not so into it, if not there's no reason for us not to see the instructions properly... sigh~... but thinking through... i really dunno if i shld go or stay... cos i understand that it'll b quite ma fun... and i'll have to start everything again when i return from exchange... by the time.. my friend would have got new friends and it may b difficult to clique back... Moreover, my grandpa is still under coma... Being at home for the past few days... i can see that my mum have been very tired and unhappy... But i thing i became more useful le ya... i help out with housechores... wash clothes (with washing machine la), cook lunch... hehe... grow up le ya... Just had my IT quiz today... did ok... but i still got 2 more quiz to go... accounting and econs...the best thing is that i haven even touch on accounting!... jia u... i m waiting for thurs to come... den i'll be FREE,.... wahhaa.. good news... the whole of nxt wk is a break for us!!! yeah....