where butter can fly...

yesterday was wsc thank u dinner...
todae was HI orientation...
both daes ended late.. but i think i did not regret attending both of the events.... i truly thinks that HI is one of the more united one in WSC which i believe one of us is quite proud about... and todae getting to know the new batch of freshies... i think they will definitely do it better... it is so much fun todae... simple games... water games... get wet... n yet so much fun... it has been a long time since i play as in really play like i used to in sec school or jc during pe...
got thrown into the sea for the very first time of my life... and it is actually quite drama... struggling and screaming alot.. lolz... and thanks to "ali" who tried to rescue me but in the end got thrown into the water too... after all the funs this 2 daes... it is time i get down to work le... i haf got my BAV thing... and den my 306 test... and also study for 206 test... these are the most prority... there is still quite a list.. however... one step at a time... tt's wat my horoscope says... hm... tired... but what i have to do have to be done sooner or later... just hafto do it!

within a nite in msn... i get to noe tt two of my cousins break up with their gf... n another fren just got attached not long ago... In fact, one of them just split yesterday... and it is like a 5 years marathon for him. To revive it or let it go...was the question... he is confused, so m i... till the second that i decided to sleep, i still cant give him a direction to go... he decided for himself... to let go... n my last words to him iz:" dun think too much, probably tmr morning u wake up, everything will b back to normal."... i noe i m too naive to say tt... itz 5 years, nt like 3 mths...

cannot be seen, cannot be heard, only can be felt...
yet... feeling is smth all of us cant catch hold of... it comes and go without anyone noeing...
When it comes... it brings much joy n happiness...
i suppose, the "happy" here is not like the feeling tt we get after hearing a funny joke... or getting As for exam... not like going shopping... it shuld b from within and it shuld naturally make a person holds her smile without knowing it... just like seeing fireworks, seeing rainbows, seeing how baboons scratch for each other.
since the feeling iz a natural thing, when it's gone... ....it's gone... probably one day it is even irritating to hear the fireworks "pop" and a hassle to go through the rain before u can see the rainbow...
i, myself is not very pessismistic... probably not wholly bcos of wat i m experiencing now... maybe it is bcos of my work load and events around me tt makes me feel a bit depressed.... it is just temporary... ya... temporary... i will find my heart, noe my direction... just like jean n weiliang... haa.. y em?... =P...for some reasons... they r the only hope tt i see... a couple still happy in love... abling to accept each other completely... being in love... not only the person.. but tt person's friend, supportive of her hobbies... and love her hobbies more than she does... love her till even her family love him... hee... when will the latter happen.... from my perspective... it will happen when the family recognises tt the love is the same kind that they r giving... it is a kind of love without doubt...

if a relationship is like merger & acqusition... i wonder what r we... synergy, agency or hubris.... at dis point of time... i really took a deep breathe and sae... i hope it is not hubris... i pray it is not...
but if it really is... then the best thing to do is to let go... rite...